have a nice stay!

tws will be in bold at the top and alter sign-offs will be at the bottom of the post. themes of dissociation will be pretty strong here, so please be careful! obviously i won't be posting everything going on in my life, but it's just a little glimpse into my world. newer posts at the top :)

Tomorrow will be two months on testosterone! Going to college again, EMDR is kinda shit, but I can't really complain. I've neglected this poor site for so long. Also just realized a lot of my graphics moved sources so I'm gonna have to do that too now...man :(

- Gyrus

tw: death mention

Took a long break from updating this because of a death in the family. It still hurts. It hurts so bad. On a lighter note, I came out to my family as trans and started taking testosterone. My therapist is referring me to EMDR therapy, which will be an interesting experience to write about! I'm seeing my friends and trying really hard to keep my head up. And God does that take a lot of work. I think I'm doing a pretty good job of it though. :)

Also I'm doing ArtFight Come say hi!

- Gyrus

LORD let's get right into it.
i got my transgender win haircut. surprisingly my mom did not care. thank you to my friend for smuggling me into that haircut LMAO?? coding is REALLY fun though,,i got some time for it today and made some real progress with the resources website!! i just have to unfuck it up! somehow!!!

- ceres

what the hell was this week .

- ceres

doing a shit ton of coding. running on three hours of sleep and a prayer im so tired man wgat the fuck. im falling asleep at my desk this is so cringe. currently playing the "why dont i just kidnap my partner and take them to an apartment far away from here" game becuase i am TIRED of being home why is it called spring break if i'm fighting for my life

- ceres

you change one (1) thing and everything explodes. the css moment ever. also seeing one of my best friends today for the first time in months i'm goign to explode

- ceres

kicked him out of front to see our friend oops. LMAO. maybe we wouldn't be so tired all the time if someone (ceres) stopped getting up at four a.m. to work on this. pleaseg. /lh

- suns

hooooooly shit we FINALLY figured out how to do this. oh my god. that took forever but i'm so FUCKING HAPPY man.

if you're wondering how we landed on the name "sunny skies up", it's kind of..a smash-up(?) with suns, loop being from the sky, and gyrus always looking up. they're kind of carrying the system on their back right now. they make a really good space team. i'm so grateful to have these goobers around.

just making little changes around the site right now and having a blast. made the pastebin. i have big stuff planned. god this is so much fun this feels great :)

- ceres

hello! this is a blank template for me to get more posts from!

have a flareon for making it this far. :)

- ceres